February 21, 2011…Go Fix It

472 lights on, all at once. Not a light in the house left off. I’ve discussed this before and it continues to be a sticking point around here. Between my…

February 15, 2011…More Than Hope…

We’re getting into that time of year where I become a sappy mess. I cry, I love people, I get possessive and protective and I feel like such a part…

February 14, 2011…Begin Here…

After my big “near-death experience”…where do I begin? I’m gonna begin by taking ownership of all of it. I own my mother-of-all panic attacks. I chose it. Every last second…

February 11, 2011…The ER

Chest pains, numbness in the feet and hands, racing heart, back pain, shortness of breath, light-headedness, dizziness, fatigue, palpitations, cold sweat. Now that’s a party. It started when the alarm…

February 5, 2011…Stupid Frogs…

We’ve spent a lot of time at Target this past week. When Jakob wants to go shopping, he’s pretty persistent (wonder where he gets that). He’s been on a book…

February 1, 2011…Return Visit…

So we went back to the dentist yesterday. This time, we had to get two molds done and a quick bite impression. I’m so glad we practiced the molds before…

January 29, 2011…Analysis

A very bright 18-year-old made a very good observation about me recently. He said, “her mind is so busy and intense that she can be exhausting”. I laughed out loud…

January 24, 2011…Hi, Mom…

Welcome to a Panic Attack Monday. I can say that now and giggle a little bit…knowing that all conditions are favorable for a full-on panic attack to occur but thanks…

January 17…the Dentist…

Well that was fun. No, really, it was. Once I got past the feeling of wanting to do physical harm to people who obviously don’t get it, it was actually…

January 12, 2011…Up Close

So yesterday I noticed all these bruises on my inner thighs. Dark ones that really looked like they hurt. And when I stuck my finger in them, they did. I…